Tweets - July 31st - Things are Changing

I can sense that things are changing. I wrote this early last week, but I had reservations in posting it. But today I wanted to post it:

I think I was targeted by devils last night. Who else would discourage me from pursuing honesty but a liar?

The night before, a sole bright spacecraft flew behind the trees. It's been a few years since that happened, but I understand they do this when I'm not recognizing the gift. Well, the only thing I was thinking about at the moment was "tomorrow".

In my past life without God, I was terrified of tomorrow - especially as a child, but it lasted well into my early adulthood. But in God, tomorrow became something that "just is". But heaven made me aware by that single display that "tomorrow" is just like everything else I've been receiving from God - a gift (an eternal gift, belonging to God and shared with those whom God is healing).

Truth and honesty do their own changing. And because of "tomorrow", because of the faithfulness of God, I think these things triggered those devils. They tried to mimic the "Be aware/Be honest" angels by sparking overhead in rebuke in what appears to have been an attempt to lead me to think that tomorrow isn't a gift, to think that God isn't faithful -- if such a thing were possible any longer. All that did was make me more resolute in pursuing after honesty. But they stopped and went away (and never came back). Then a single semi-bright spacecraft became visible and unmoving - observing and resolute - then faded out. This one I recognized as an angel.

Tweets - July 6th

Several spacecrafts flew again tonight, over my home. One of the displays were beautiful to me, 2 flew at the same time with the same intensity of light and the same speed. I have always taken this as a message of observation and comfort.

One message was also given emphatically, with a very bright and beautiful response, because of some irrational behavioral patterns I was made aware of through self-reflection and truth telling. If I am being care-LESS then I am not being care-FULL, and they responded.

Tweets - July 5th

I was with family today for a cookout at my great-grandparents house. I stayed for the entire afternoon and evening because they were planning to do fireworks.

Myself, some cousins, 2 of my aunts (my grandmother's sisters), and one of my long-time friends were sitting at the end of a long driveway as the fireworks were being handled by other cousins at the other end of the driveway near my aunt's house.

While sitting there, several spacecrafts flew overhead. I watched them, but I didn't say anything to anyone, nor did I plan to. But they caught the attention of my cousins - one said to another, "Do you see that? It look like a star is moving." Then my aunts took notice.

Some of my younger cousins referenced UFOs. My friend said they are flying really high to be planes. Then 2 flew together. My friend said she'd be convinced they weren't planes if they stopped and starting flying in the other direction. I said to her they were not planes.

It was the only thing that was in me to say in that moment. Then more flew afterward, but they didn't take notice.

Tweets - June 25th - Thumbs Up

I received a very bright thumbs up from heaven tonight. It has been quite a long time, it seems, since that last happened.

I have been (and am still being, when needed) guided towards self-awareness and awareness of God's love and faithfulness, so much so, that I now see that not even the smallest raindrop lands on my head without God wanting it to.

I was self-reflecting and talking to myself about my pursuit in being correct in my assessments, how it is a form of being hyper-focused on myself, and how these pursuits are only a reflection of my prior pains.

God is faithful. And because God is faithful (and the God who is faithful to me will be faithful to them, so much so, that not even a drop of rain will land on their heads without God wanting it to), I only need to be aware, continually, and perform my deeds with care (whatever those deeds may be).

I paraphrase all the above, but afterwards, I received the thumbs up.

Tweets - April 19th - Love your neighbor

Christ not only told his disciples to "love your neighbor", he told them to do something that would prove far more difficult for them, to "love your neighbor as you love yourself".

We attack these individuals, these devils, and say nothing of the systems (Satan) that create them everyday. No one is born a devil, yet devils exist, and so does Satan (whose evils you ignore because his efforts benefit your pockets and your security).

I am aware that I am surrounded by idol worshippers. (For God is built, not of wood, nor by hammer and chisel; but of human mental constructs, by words in a book and emotional utterances. Bowing to this thing you've built in your mind, and saying to it, "You have made all things, and you love me, oh holy one!")

It makes it so very difficult to talk to anyone about God, and about their godless despair. My actions are perplexing to you, and I know you are offended by my silence when you ask me questions about why I am not crying out in despair.

Fear motivates so many of your steps. (It even motivates some of mine, from the remembrance of a painful fearful despair that God has long saved me from. It is one of the reasons why heaven insisted, for years it seems, that I be honest with myself about myself, my humanity, and about God's faithfulness. God is always doing what is right - what is right for God's glory and what is right for the salvation of humanity.)

I remember the Church song, "Order my steps in your word", well in this dark world, "God's word" takes second place to fear and despair, and this is always evident by the outcomes of people's decisions.

Tweets - February 10th

How does Satan deal with the problematic devil that he created? Easy peasy. It's easy to point out the evils of a devil. "Hey you! Look here at what this devil is doing!" All Satan ever needs to do is make himself appear to you as an angel of light. And he is crafty in doing so.

Tweets - January 25th - The Desert

God is doing what is both right and honest. One is not without the other. And there are no missteps. We can expect God to always do what is honest and right.

I know that the desert is coming because it is the honest and right thing for God to do and to keep doing until every blade of grass has been either healed, humbled, or dried up.